Pseudo-Modernist?

Tell me if what I think is what really is.
Because then, somehow,
I will find more reason to be.
My conscience is based
on culture
and my confidence,
well...

Oo! BTW, I am reading 'Midnight's Children' and I guess I an like Nadir, the rhymeless poet. Modernist or lack of talent?
Funny but something to think about. Which I will do. Wait till I graduate.