First, I am not able write. Like anything. The only regret I have for this vacation is that, that I did not write enough. I know I can only write when I have something to write about. Maybe, I didn't have anything to write about. But I've read that one becomes a proper writer only when you practice the art properly. Its the same thing as playing an instrument or solving numericals. Maybe I should start writing like its something I have to do everyday. And I should start small. Like two hundred words or something. Then only will I go to something big. :D
I now feel there is no point to anything. I feel disgusted. I feel so weird! :/ I want to stop thinking about it but I can't.