Sometimes we reach that straining point, where we are stretched so thin that it becomes hard to get by. In my life, I am at that stage. At least, on my college and studies and stuff. I don't want to give up. I want to enjoy but stuff keeps happening that to me it seems like an indication that this world is not for me. I want to believe that it is a rough patch and that my disinterest is just a phase, but it has been going on for so long that I feel like giving up.

But I will not give up until my heart tells me. Which is forever. Imma fight this.