The only one I look for.... Is you

'I've never opened myself this way'

My phone stopped working, at a very crucial moment. And then, my only motivation to make it work was to talk to Mister Awesome. It is then I realized that my entire world revolves around him. Most people would say it is a bad thing, but I choose to look at it as a good thing. Unlike most people, I've found my soul-mate. I've found what most people look for their entire lives. And I am keeping it, snug in the warmest part of my bed.

I am a lucky girl because of you baby.

Feel Like Home Again

Absence of my hostel room has made me realize that it is the place that is my home now. I miss it with all my heart. I miss everything about it and there are soo many things! I miss my exam days when me and my roommate sat together to study in the bitter winter. How we accompanied each other to the water dispenser because it was too cold. How we made full use of the electric kettle. Hehe! I miss my room, my bed, my table.
Everything.

Its like a home-coming. Only,  I realized it when I was away from home.

Taller...Faster...Stronger

Loneliness makes you stronger and more aware about yourself. Only, just don't start pitying yourself. 

Taller...Faster...Stronger

Loneliness makes you stronger and more aware about yourself. Only, just don't start pitying yourself. 

Still, Frame

'I know I always think and write..'
*GO DIDO!*

My attempts, my feeble attempts to write a story have not borne any fruit as of now. Not even an orange! PS: I <3 Oranges. Anyway, I want to write so bad! Without any interruptions and worries. After exams? Maybe. I'll start writing at night and go on till the morning. My hostel room is quaint too. Sadly, I can't find my Jhumpa. JHUMPA! I miss you. Maybe, thats why I am not able to write. I want to read this particular story about this guy who loved this girl. But it gets better than that, duh. The reason I want to read it is cuz the guy was doing his PhD in Literature. HAHA! I know, its weird that I don't remember the story but I remember that!

I will write. I will write insanely. That is my resolution for the year 2011.

I WILL WRITE AGAIN.

Finally getting closure

Well. Ahem.
I'm done.
And I hate it when I am done. Cuz after that, I am completely clueless. I am lost. Bah!

I don't know of anyone else who has let go of people who love her tremendously so easily as I do. I can count Bhavika(my best friend of four years), Vineet(after a friendship of 8 years), Zain(after four years. Four amazing years), Nidhi(after the things we had been through, its amazing how we are apart), NIKITA(my baby).
It feels like closure. Finally.

But do I miss them? Yes. I miss the times we had together. I don't think anyone can have as much fun with people as I've had with them. I told you, these are the people who I let go. I don't know of people who wanted to get rid of me. But yes, these are the people with whom, love just eventually went away. So did friendship. All from my side.
Do I regret it? No. Cuz now I've come to realize that things don't last forever. And its best to let go than hold on for no reason. Yes, friendship, as deep as ours, then, is not a reason enough. Sadly. These friendships had a time period I guess. There are no messy fights. Just a realization that its time to make an exit.
I guess, now I am on the cross roads of the same thing. And I don't know what to do. I don't know if I can go back to the same thing.

But I never stopped caring.

Do I honestly care??
Yes! Sigh! Sad but true.

I weally weally wish that I didn't though. But it is human and young adult combined, I have to.

I wish I could write again. Without being so hesitant. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Darn! I am Texan.
Oh! So! Random!

Couplet! My Heroic Couplet will save the world!